Book published by Newmag. The cover is hard. What was doing? What was the Armenian youth thinking in the 1990s, during the collapse of the USSR, independence, the Artsakh war, the energy crisis? Did he feel the irreversibility of the historical changes witnessed by the older generation? And what did it mean to be a 17-year-old carefree teenager in the most difficult times? Arman Saghatelyan's autobiographical novel presents Armenia of 1991-93. It is not black and white, it is not only about the victorious struggle for survival, but also about cold and darkness. Everything was neither too bad nor too good. According to the author, it was tolerable. This book is about two young men who appeared on the battlefield. They secretly leave for Artsakh from their parents and take part in the battles for Chldran. The Artsakh war is described through the eyes of an eyewitness. Nothing is exaggerated: neither fear, nor courage, nor death, nor struggle. Media manager Arman Saghatelyan was born in 1975. In the first year he went to the front. Participated in the liberation of Martakert region. Awarded "1992-1994. "Badge of a participant in hostilities", "Garegin Nzhdeh" medal, nominal weapon. 1997-2010 He was the host of "Zinuzhi". He worked at the Hayastan All-Armenian Fund, was the executive director of ArmRadio ային Public Radio, the press secretary of the President of the Republic of Armenia (2013-2015), was a deputy (2017-2018). Since 2019, he is the co-founder of "Quartet Media" company. 344pages