"Book published by Newmag. The cover is hard. In May 2018, Ani finds out that she has blood cancer. This shocking news seems unbelievable to a mother living in Germany. But doctors advise to start treatment without delay. Everything is done so hastily that there is not even time to put things in order. Two days after the hospitalization, it turns out that Ani's blood cancer is the most complicated type. The probability of recovery was very low. However, he decided to start and continue the treatment. Several months will pass and Ani will decide to stop the treatment and go home ... This dramatic memoir, written with the sincerity typical of a documentary, presents the difficult path of a young woman's struggle, the difficulties of making fateful decisions, the hard thoughts on the border of life and death. This story is not exaggerated, the events and faces have not changed. The author shares his personal experience, which can move, scare, but also inspire and serve as an example. For the first time, an Armenian woman speaks publicly about her most serious illness, her deepest fear and her greatest victory. Ani Kochar (born 1986) graduated from YSU Faculty of Journalism. He started his career as a journalist in 2000 in ""Kanch"", ""Ar-Tsaghik"" periodicals, then in ""Public Radio"". In 2006 he created and headed the ""I"" youth magazine. In 2010 he founded ""Ani Kochar Production"" media company. He has been living in Germany since 2014. As a translator, refugee consultant, she works for the Bielefeld Department of Social Affairs and other humanitarian organizations. 160pages"